I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! WERE ARE THESE AT?

["chevetteroadwarrior" <chevetteroadwarrior@xxxx>]

Alright Everyone.
I've been on here for better than a year and a half or more, and to 
this day I still cant figure out were these reply's to DIGEST number 
whatevers are. Take the last one, RE: to digest # 436, were do you 
see these digest #'s? Im going insane trying to figure this out. HELP 
ME, S.O.S., flare gun, 911 or anything. Thanks, Rod